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Its true that now i dont have any important assignment to take up all my leisure,but i could have done anything in that spare time...why blog??its a question i ask myself...
I got the idea when one of my friends started blogging,true,but i have MY reasons for blogging..
Firstly,I think every person must have some space of his/her own.the everyday clash with reality often hurts own true selves,and we need a respite.We need a space to liven up the imaginations we have,to calm ourselves,to THINK...Blog provides me with that SPACE..here i find a niche of my own,where i can think whtevr i want to,i can write whatever i feel....
Again,sometimes we(at least I) want to be the one others dont know me as..i want to disguise myself,or,maybe,to express my true self..Blogging helps me to show off that "alter-ego"...
And,sometimes,I want to SHARE...my feelings,my ideas,and knowing what others think will certainly help me to develop ideas..so Blog,where i can discuss anything and everything,is the otion of my choice...
Now thats why I am here.Why do U come here?let me know...
From the very childhood we learn to pray to Him,to blame Him,to love Him..somehow we do inherit a faith in Him from our society...and never learn to question His existence,until..until one day,while reading some books,while going under certain trying circumstances,we doubt Him,for once we want to ask ourselves,does He exists?........
The same happened to me also,the same faith,the same dilemma....but now,somehow,i formed an opinion...my Scientific mind somehow reinforced my belief,and now I am a Believer.....
No,i did never came face-to-face with Him(!!),never did I obtain any Proof that can unambiguously conclude that He does Exist...but each and every day,I found Him in my Dreams,in my Decisions,in my Life....I am weak,and its so assuring to feel someone IS there to watch over,I am radder less,and its so comforting to know that someone IS there to guide you through the turmoils....
Sometimes,its my weakness that brings me to Him,and sometimes its the beauty....The gloomy afternoons,the bright mornings....The mist-ic hills,the green vales....they all seem to be some great painter's work,some great sculptor's masterpiece.....somehow I feel it Is Him....
I know this is very "drab",very "abstract" piece of writing..not coordinated and anything,but thoughts are never "well-coordinated" and thats a fragment of my imagination,nothing else...
waiting for your "comments",actually ur take on this topic...
"What's in a name?" says the poet...but a name defines a person,at least in this virtual web-world.....so let me define what this name suggests..what are there insides the Blue petals of the Rose....
Blue is MY color...the color of Death,the color of Depth...its so deep,so distant,like a never~realized dream,like a story untold.......Ocean,in its waves and depth,is Blue....Mountain,in its far-away valleys and peaks,is Blue...they are so different,yet when it comes to color,they are so very similar.....
now Rose:the flower of Emotions,the flower of Sins.....every flower is born to worship HIM..but behold,Rose can never do it,it doesnt bloom for any divine purpose,it blooms for US...sensuous,strong,overwhelmingly beautiful......
So,Blue Rose stands for me,my life....its deep,its strong,and its beautiful....so,Blue Rose....
Hi friends,here i am...in the midst of a way that is leading to the Inevitable..a ship that is drifting towards an unknown shore.....i dont know where i will reach..and the Unknown always is scary.... Another day passed~another day of my Life has mingled into the never-ending flow of Life~another day of Uncertainty,of Newer thoughts,of Dreams unfulfilled..... I dont know why i am writing all these...its MY world,MY feelings,and why am I sharing these to u??But,in a sense,maybe emotions can never be personal...they are Eternal,and can be felt by anyone....so here i am,waiting for u to feel me,touch my emotions.........
