From the very childhood we learn to pray to Him,to blame Him,to love Him..somehow we do inherit a faith in Him from our society...and never learn to question His existence,until..until one day,while reading some books,while going under certain trying circumstances,we doubt Him,for once we want to ask ourselves,does He exists?........
The same happened to me also,the same faith,the same dilemma....but now,somehow,i formed an opinion...my Scientific mind somehow reinforced my belief,and now I am a Believer.....
No,i did never came face-to-face with Him(!!),never did I obtain any Proof that can unambiguously conclude that He does Exist...but each and every day,I found Him in my Dreams,in my Decisions,in my Life....I am weak,and its so assuring to feel someone IS there to watch over,I am radder less,and its so comforting to know that someone IS there to guide you through the turmoils....
Sometimes,its my weakness that brings me to Him,and sometimes its the beauty....The gloomy afternoons,the bright mornings....The mist-ic hills,the green vales....they all seem to be some great painter's work,some great sculptor's masterpiece.....somehow I feel it Is Him....
I know this is very "drab",very "abstract" piece of writing..not coordinated and anything,but thoughts are never "well-coordinated" and thats a fragment of my imagination,nothing else...
waiting for your "comments",actually ur take on this topic...
3 comments:
I really am never concerned if God exists or not..that is none of my business.i debated a lot in both sides of the topic just for those debate's sake.i believe a lot of things that may never exist.i believed all fairy tales my father told ever...i believed those ghost stories ma used to make to scare me.and that never did hurt me in any way.i still search for a fairy in my darkest nights.and i find them to be with me..no, i am not schizophrenic.i am a believer.and 'trust' is the word that makes all the difference.its vague to find a glimpse of God.i never try so in any case.i personify my God.i find Him in people i love..i can feel Him through them.i can find a true and pure side of every creation...every heart..whose ever it be...and that purity i personify as my God...and its so real..so overwhelming...so original...i love my God more than i worship Him.
a nice thought...just what is expected of u..thank u..
Sorry to say, there is no one. :(
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